I'm scared for the future because of my sexuality. Help.?

go to youtube and type it gets better. watch the videos of all kinds of people talking about how they got through all the situations your worried about, its really uplifting knowing your not alone at all. and email me if you need someone to talk too, im 18 and in the closet and going to college soon too. but dont do anything stupid man, your to special and worth way more than that, you will always have support :)